In pain

Yesterday I was happy because although I felt exhausted and weak I managed to go for a walk in Hampstead Heath in the morning. It was a beautiful sunny autumn morning.

Today the story is different, I woke up in the middle of the night with the most intense and unpleasant pain I ever felt before. My whole body was in pain. Or shall I say, is in pain. It is a constant pain, it hasn’t stopped since.
The doctor warned me that one of the side effects could be severe muscle, bone and joint pain and she even prescribed some pretty strong pain killers, but I didn’t think it was going to be like this. I can hardly move. I am so aware of every single part of my body and every single part of it is in pain.
I took a long warm bath which helped a bit, I feel calmer and more relaxed, but standing and sitting is proving to be very painful. I hate being in pain, it just makes me feel so down. If I could I would cry the whole day.