04 September 2010

Worries

I am completely obsessed about my hair and I am constantly checking if it started falling out. It is so not me! I am normally very relaxed about my looks and up until recently I could accept the idea of going bald quite well. But now, my level of panic is increasing and I cannot stop thinking about it.
I bought silk pillowcases, wash my hair very gently with ph neutral shampoo, don’t blow dry it and don’t comb it (which is easy now that is so short).
So far it seems to be ok, but every time I see a single hair I get nervous.
My whole physical appearance is changing: my skin is turning grey with some brown patches, I have dark rings under the eyes, I am losing weight and my lips are not pink anymore. In general I don’t feel too bad, I expected worse, but I guess my poor body is fighting a big battle right now.

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